I have had problems in the past, I am having problems now, and i know i will still have in the future when it comes torelaying my love experience. I won't sound negative by saying it is an outright nil but then,I have always deprived myself of the supposed pleasure in going on a dating spree. This not denying the fact I have had crushes in the past but I have been able to suppress it following strictly my personal principle on emotional control. Without sacrifying brevity,I will state some but not all the rules I follow.
When such feelings are first noticed, in order to forestall any uncertainity, I try as much as I can stay away from theperson.out of sight is out of mind[though not always true]. When we are unavoidably together,I try to kill any form of intimate discussion that might be a prompter.
During this casual disccusion, I come up with obviously senseless aregument with thehope that after being infuriated, during her outburst, she might utter a deragatory statement or even call my reasoning to question. Ordinarily, Iget irritated quite quickly and things like this will certain turn me off.
I must hasten to add that the correct inference to be drawn from the foregoing is not Sumex runs away from commitments but rather, he takes his time to draw a line between platonic and infatuation. It has always be my beliefthat we all have someone out there waiting for us. All it takes is patience. There is absolutely nothing in my possession that I can't let go.